Dear "R-Man" and "Baby C",
I've loved the story of
my life with you the last 15 months or so. I'm grateful to have had the chance to
be your sister & love you as family.
I didn't know it until
now, but you both taught me so well to live in the moment...to not miss what's
happening right now. I did that more than ever with you.
How you've grown from
coming to our doorstep in the middle of the night & not sure about us
strangers holding you, to not being able to let us walk out the door without
running after us, yelling, "I NEED A KISS!!!"
More than anything, I
hope you remember we tried to show you Jesus.
Though my heart is breaking, He
loves you more than I ever could.
He is why I have hope in one of the hardest
moments put in front of me.
I believe He'll make something beautiful out of our
crossed paths.
I believe this heartache & endless tears aren't for nothing.
He is why I smile when I think of your future, even though I can't count the
number of times I prayed I would be in that future.
This is me letting go ...
And this is me never forgetting you.
